Lyrics HATE TO TRY - KAYDEN

Last night I ignored all the road signs
Can't even see out my own eyes
Covered by static and blurred lines, yeah

Lately, I've been riding a decline
Is this how I'm programmed by design?
Thought everything would turn out fine
They lied

Honestly, I hate to try
Why does everything never turn out right?
My life feels like I'm colorblind
Tell me what it's like on the other side
Maybe I'm just afraid to die
I mean, honestly, it's just a waste of time
I know, I know

I feel so incomplete, I don't really know what I believe
Never know if I should stay or leave
Will someone help me write my destiny? Yeah

Oh-oh, oh-oh

I might look fine, but I'm terrified
Told you the truth, or did I lie?
If you reach out, I won't reply

Honestly, I hate to try
Why does everything never turn out right?
My life feels like I'm colorblind
Tell me what it's like on the other side
Maybe I'm just afraid to die
I mean, honestly, it's just a waste of time
I know, I know

I feel so incomplete, I don't really know what I believe
Never know if I should stay or leave
Will someone help me write my destiny? Yeah

Is something wrong with me?
I don't even know what I should think
Wish that everything was guaranteed
Wake me up when I start to succeed, yeah

I've been feeling so tied down
Like I'm living in a glass house
Can anybody break me out?
Save me before time runs out

I've been feeling so tied down
Like I'm living in a glass house
Can anybody break me out?
Save me before time runs out

I feel so incomplete, I don't really know what I believe
Never know if I should stay or leave
Will someone help me write my destiny? Yeah

Is something wrong with me?
I don't even know what I should think
I wish that everything was guaranteed
Wake me up when I start to succeed, yeah