Lyrics Sickness - KEPSTAR

I'm just killing time waiting for the sickness to take me away
And I won't fight it, I don't need no more, Ive already died

How many issues I'm swimming through
Fishing around for the truth this is living proof
No I don't swim but I cried enough tears that could fill up swimming pool
Ima drown in it
If only you knew what I found in it
Wouldn't question my actions or frown at em
Pieces I found on ground shattered
Tell the world I'm ok cause it sounds better, damn
I know it's time to let go of the past but it's hard to let go of the grasp
People have on your heart and it lasts understand
Only time has been helping this pass, wait
I need a moment to breathe
Still aint recovered from shit that Ive seen
Ain't reap the rewards from my work and it hurts
I'm the only one left who believes, so I'm just

I'm just killing time waiting for the sickness to take me away
And I won't fight it, I don't need no more, Ive already died

Life on the edge isn't scary at all
Wanna live at the top be prepared for the fall
I've been awake been away for too long
I've been writing these songs just to right all my wrongs
I'm losing sleep, I'm losing days maybe years of off my life everyday that I breathe
I'm like a tree, trying to branch out but Instead watching everyone leave
Lost in the dark put it all in the art
Give you pieces of me since I'm falling apart
Took the keys to my heart and you left it in park
On tracks when the train came it wouldn't start
Take what you need don't accept what you're handed
Take it from me never take shit for granted
Maybe it's me and I lack understanding
But standing on what I believe really matters, cause...

I'm just killing time waiting for the sickness to take me away
And I won't fight it, I don't need no more, Ive already died