Lyrics Sidewalk Chalk - KID E$s

I'm on a mission to find myself, lately I'm off it
Coughin, these meds I take gon put me in a coffin
More often than not, I'm distraught
All alone in my room with the lights out
Even when it's nice out
I'm lazy, really wish you'd see me on the daily
Lately I've been feeling crazy, baby, I don't wanna talk
I can tell she fakin', she only hit me at 1 o'clock
My brain she stained like sidewalk chalk

Everywhere I look (hm)
All I see are chemicals
Think she got me hooked
I feel it in my genitals

Read me like a book
And play me like a cassette tape
Why wait, when you with me? Pigs fly great
By date, better get here by the by date
Irate, the way that I've been feeling I been irate
Why wait?
Lately, lately, I've been feeling crazy

I'm not that much to see so
Why everybody tryna look at me, oh
It's getting hard to breathe so
I'ma take a minute and focus on me, oh

This ain't a solo, wish it was a duo-lingo
Bingo, way that I been falling down
Plinko, I just put a sock on my mic that's a spit feel
When I'm still up in the night, that's when I spit real

Walking round my town and I can't help but look
I see you all around every time it got me shook
When you walk by, I was too high
Couldn't say hi, now you moving to the next guy
I'm on the next high

Everywhere I look (hm)
All I see are chemicals
Think she got me hooked
I feel it in my genitals

Read me like a book
And play me like a cassette tape
Why wait, when you with me? Pigs fly great
By date, better get here by the by date
Irate, the way that I've been feeling I been irate
Why wait?
Lately, lately, I've been feeling crazy

Lately I'm depressed
Lately not my best
Lately I've been thinking bout the feeling of a breast
Lately in my feels, I been popping pills

Mom's just getting worried lately, I'm still cracking seals
I been feeling low
Lately I don't know
Lately not myself, I'm someone else when off the blow
Momma said to work
So I put work in
I'ma keep on pushing till I'm 10 feet in the dirt in

See me? But no one wanna be me
I won't blame them I don't wanna be me either
See me? But no one wanna be me
I won't blame them I don't wanna be me either

I'm on a mission to find myself, lately I'm off it
Coughin, these meds I take gon put me in a coffin
More often than not, I'm distraught
All alone in my room with the lights out
Even when it's nice out
I'm lazy, really wish you'd see me on the daily
Lately I've been feeling crazy, baby, I don't wanna talk
I can tell she fakin', she only hit me at 1 o'clock
My brain she stained like sidewalk chalk

My brain she stained like side walk chalk
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