Lyrics If I Lose You - Kam Michael , Rey-Infinite

So many things I want to tell you but I'm scared to write the song
I know we're physically together but inside I feel alone
And I know I'm always changing but I'm happy when you're home
And I can tell you're feeling pain, see I can hear it in your tone

And I'm sorry that I hurt you even though it doesn't help
But if I lose you then I'll lose my soul and probably lose myself
And lately I've been looking at the cards that I've been dealt
I've been wishing they were hearts and I wasn't locked in a cell but it's whatever

I know you're feeling broken and I'm sorry
Apologize for my mistakes, I know I'm never right
I'm wishing I'd forget about you every single morning
But I find myself in pain, dreaming 'bout you every night

And it hurts me that I hurt you, I thought that I would do better
I was caught up in the music, it's stupid I feel this way
I'm numbing all my problems by writing you through this letter
And it probably doesn't change, how I'm stuck outside in the rain?

If I lose you now
Where would you go? Whoa-oh
Would you love another?
Would you love another?
Would you be able to let me go? Oh-oh-oh