Lyrics Merry Me - Kasey Rios

Dear God I've been on my P's and Q's
Tiptoeing around when I pray to you
I don't even know what I gotta do no more
Do I gotta get on my knees in a church or in a masque
Or a fucking synagogue

Merry me to the sins of my father
Don't, she wanna get up and roll, go
She just don't don't want him to know
She don't know
Do she get off of her knees take control
She wanna go, she wanna go
She don't know how to let go
Do I end up fighting for a reason
Getting bodied right before I reach 'em
I'm getting colder every season snow falling on my lesions
On my lesions, gotdamn I need my freedom

I've been lost for so long my god its home
If I don't belong with you or with them then I'm alone
But you will still be the first to cast a stone
On me for wanting to be alone
But that's what you made me

Merry me to the sins of my father
Don't, she wanna get up and roll, go
She just don't don't want him to know
She don't know
Do she get off of her knees take control
She wanna go, she wanna go
She don't know how to let go
Do I end up fighting for a reason
Getting bodied right before I reach 'em
I'm getting colder every season snow falling on my lesions
On my lesions, gotdamn I need my freedom

I needed my freedom like I needed you
And I needed you just like I needed air to breathe
And God for the past ten years
I've been suffocating
How much longer, oh man how much longer
I don't know if I can keep on holding much longer
I don't know if I can keep holding my breath much longer

Merry me to the sins of my father
Don't, she wanna get up and roll, go
She just don't don't want him to know
She don't know
Do she get off of her knees take control
She wanna go, she wanna go
She don't know how to let go
Do I end up fighting for a reason
Getting bodied right before I reach 'em
I'm getting colder every season snow falling on my lesions
On my lesions, gotdamn I need my freedom

Dear God I've been on my P's and Q's
Tiptoeing around when I pray to you
I don't even know what I gotta do no more
Do I gotta get on my knees in a church or in a masque
Or a fucking synagogue