Lyrics helen - Keepitinside

Helen
Maybe it's time
I got it off my chest

It would've
Never worked out
I was just afraid to say it

But too many times
I end up in my
What ifs
I feel like stone
At the bottom of the ocean

Helen
I'm sorry I couldn't hold
My own worthless soul
For you

I don't know
Why I froze up every time
No one fed me any lines
To use

Too many times
I end up in my
What ifs
I already know
You don't have to say more
I get it

And too many times
I give up on my
What ifs
I feel like stone
At the bottom of the ocean