Lyrics Sing Me A Requiem - KiAme

I say goodbye and apologize to the ones I'm leaving behind
I sign my name and turn away, feel fear for one last time
Fleeting joys of simple life are not worth the suffering
It's not enough to carry on, so I chose to end it all

As we stroll down this path alone, holding on to all that we know
Aren't we all just searching for a reason to go on?
When the answers are always grey and so far out of reach
Is it wrong for me to dream of a world that's black and white?

Sing this melody for me.
Hope it reaches me somehow.
Will you grant this selfish soul the right to pass?

So please forgive me. I apologize for leaving you all behind
Please don't cry for me, I'm sorry I'm now just a memory
If I say that it's alright to forget,
Will it be enough to set you free?
Just throw the past away as we separate
Will you say you'll be okay so I can move on?

If someday I were to start again, somewhere far away from this place
Will the colours all fade again like they always have before?
And despite all the things they say, we still hurt in our time alone
So must we all lie to ourselves just to feel like we belong?

Even if my words still could make their way to you somehow
Will it ever be enough to mend the damage left behind?

The misery, a mind so cynical, so pitiful, this lack of strength
I left it all behind I thought it's better this way
The promises all broken, pieces of you ripped away, your love
They writhe within my ignorance as shattered dreams of our tomorrow

Close your eyes and turn away
Don't look back, it's all okay
No one needs to understand or bear this weight if they don't know

So please forgive me and know that I never meant to make you hurt
There's no saving me. The fault is mine. It's always been too late
I'll tell you anything you wanna hear
Lie to you and say that it's alright
The hurt, the pain, I'll take it all with me
So just bury everything. It's time to move on

Thought I was all alone
Thought I could disappear
No one would miss me here
Still, helpless as I am
I'll never run again
This life's not mine to take