Lyrics Role Model - Kid Buddha

Reminiscing bout decisions and mistakes that I made
I still wonder if it's worth all the risk that I take
Lights in my rear view used to pray on them days
Lighting woods n sippin remmy just to sit back in say
Reminiscing bout decisions and mistakes that I made
I still wonder if it's worth all the risk that I take
Lights in my rear view used to pray on them days
Remember sitting in that county look how far I done came

My niggas looking up to me if we failed I felt responsible
what them streets did to my family going back just wasn't optional
To that nigga in the mirror the only one that I been talking to
Riding through the city ducking potholes and obstacles
Pops wasn't around so streets they had to father you
Devil off my shoulders put my niggas on my back
But as I'm growing older knowing that we grew up to fast
Nobody lead by example so we learned from our past
Hustling wit y'all was like a love I never had
Toughest times on my mind but back then we wasn't even stressing
Just some kids tryna find a way when we had no direction
Momma started picking up the bottle n we lost the section
When I lost it all really made a Nigga count his blessings
Bonded through struggle without my niggas don't know where I'd be
Ain't have no sense of family I found mine running in these streets
It don't seem like a lot but you don't know what that shit meant to me

Reminiscing bout decisions and mistakes that I made
I still wonder if it's worth all the risk that I take
Lights in my rear view used to pray on them days
Lighting woods n sippin remmy just to sit back in say
Reminiscing bout decisions and mistakes that I made
I still wonder if it's worth all the risk that I take
Lights in my rear view used to pray on them days
Remember sitting in that county look how far I done came

Be a leader for my niggas growing up we didn't have nun
Responsibilities at so young we couldn't have fun
Tryna find the answers as a kid it didn't add up
City on my shoulders moved that chip to run that bag up
Mistakes along the way was using those be a role model
I owe it to my niggas I gave em hope when we had no options
A burden wit my potential cause I been dealing wit my own problems

I'm cursed to never quit I got some people I can't let 'em down
Focused on the vision and I'm slowly doing better now
Running since I came home I know that I can't settle down
Focused on my Kraft n I been stacking up my cheddar now
My niggas still in the hood been tryna find out how to get em out
From flipping loud to public house no riding w that metal now
Was in n out of section house just sleeping on my niggas couch
I made a route to get em out I know that I can't settle now
I'm cursed to never quit my niggas know that I can't let 'em down