Lyrics The Matrix - Kidd Vintage

I'm scared I might lose it
I'm scared I might fight cause I'm acting so fluent
I'm scared of the bitches in sight and they breaking my mind
And I'm scared that I ain't making no movement
I'm scared I ain't shaping my dreams into reality to any society
They acting so cruel
I'm scared that the mountain is high
And I'm willing to climb and I think that it's time that I prove it

Deep in my mind, I ain't human
The Matrix is taking it's part and it's proven
Invisible Kidd, well I fell in for Susan
You think you can stop me, you acting so stupid
Made it this far and nobody can ruin
The fact that my future is bright and it's lumen
Virtual Reality, my mind is subhuman
Thinking way back in the 80's like Truman
And it is not like it's seems
"You think you the best but you crushing your dreams"
Deep in my mind and it's deep like a Marine
I'm hoping this song hits high with the streams
The way that I'm trapped in my mind and I'm living in hell
And I wish I could scream
And the way I am feeling right now
I ain't really not proud cause the devil will think I'm extreme
Its been a long time since I smiled
The HTML wasn't right all that time
All these haters and bitches are treating me badly
The reason I fuck with the frown
Bring it back to the town cause I'm crowned to be King
And you know that I'm taking it down
To the point where I care about my family and dreams
Cause nothing is worth all that while

I'm scared I might lose it
I'm scared I might fight cause I'm acting so fluent
I'm scared of the bitches in sight and they breaking my mind
And I'm scared that I ain't making no movement
I'm scared I ain't shaping my dreams into reality to any society
They acting so cruel
I'm scared that the mountain is high
And I'm willing to climb and I think that it's time that I prove it

Woken all night till the morning
My eyes are still wide and consistently open
Never felt pain in my life for a moment
Of living in hell while these people are choking
Choked by the fact that I'm lonely and broken
I can't risk my dreams like a piece to be token
Have to man up cause I'm absolutely chosen
Filling these words that were not even spoken
I winter my life out the season
The sky's turning red cause like me, it is bleeding
It's a song that you missed but realized later
That it also have a hardly hitting
Also tired of my niggas that treated so badly
Because of how they also feeling
Talk behind off my back
And you will actually know that you really have no actual meaning
I'm dealing with a lotta emotions
A wired machine, you ask me how I'm copin'
In a cybermask and I think I won't return because this machine
It is broken
It ain't really big a deal
I need to stay firm and also keep it real
Cause this cyber-dimensional world isn't real
But I'ma tell you how I feel

I'm scared I might lose it
I'm scared I might fight cause I'm acting so fluent
I'm scared of the bitches in sight and they breaking my mind
And I'm scared that I ain't making no movement
I'm scared I ain't shaping my dreams into reality to any society
They acting so cruel
I'm scared that the mountain is high
And I'm willing to climb and I think that it's time that I prove it
I'm scared I might lose it
I'm scared I might fight cause I'm acting so fluent
I'm scared of the bitches in sight and they breaking my mind
And I'm scared that I ain't making no movement
I'm scared I ain't shaping my dreams into reality to any society
They acting so cruel
I'm scared that the mountain is high
And I'm willing to climb and I think that it's time that I prove it