Lyrics Fulfillment? - Kilo Kish

I'll take my shit out of the box, I guess
It's too late to feel so lost, I bet
All this seems to kind of drag
Behind in my redwagon ride

Just relax, lighten the load
Of all the things that make me want to gag
Get rid of you and me and him and her and this and that
Kicking and screaming, pulling the things that made me happiest

I stay awake
Just me and my cherry radio flyer
Dreaming of all the ways we'll push higher
Hoping that one of these days feels a bit lighter

And I hope I'll find
Something to live for, for

Stop for a second
Take a breath, learn a lesson
Staring at the walls for something new
In my mind, I'm living in the zoo trying to pet the animals

Just step back, lighten the load of all the things that I don't have to pack
Would it be wrong if I chose to just leave it here?
Like my sandals and my sunscreen or my passport and my daydreams
Fuck, I don't need my daydreams

I stay awake
One foot in front of the next on the wire
Praying if there's a god, I don't look down now
Praying this is the day I get it right now

Ooh, right now, hope I'll find
Something to live for, for
Hope I'll find something to live for, for
Before I'm no longer freer

Don't look down
Don't look down
Don't look down
Don't look