Lyrics Father - Kim Sanders

When I was very young
'Round two or three
Mother married him
Into our family

I didn't know the one
My original
He decided that he didn't want a little girl

I can't recall it all
I try not to
Funny how some things
All stay with you

I know that I was good
Did all I could to protect and be

When we were all alone
He hittin' me
Within his broken home
He hittin' me
Remembering the sound
He hittin' me
When she was not around
So he hittin' me

Now I'm all grown-up
And I'm in therapy
Trying to figure out
What the hell is wrong with me

I don't know who to blame
You don't deserve a name

Father...
If this is what you call love don't bother
All I ever needed was a father
Mother thinks I need my sis and brother
Oh, father...
Just don't bother me

You trying to tell yourself
That it wasn't bad
'Till you take a look
At all the men you had
It didn't fit to you
They weren't there for you
Reconnecting with the child at the age of two

You're tryin' to let it go
But it hurts still
You can hear his words
And they make you ill
And yet I'm blaming you
For never being there
I start to suffocate
Rising up from hell

When we were all alone
You hittn' me
Within his broken home
You hittin' me
Remembering the sound
You hittin' me
When she was not around
So you hittin' me

Now I'm standing here
And I start to scream
Tryin' to figure out
What the fuck is wrong with me
Sometimes I feel insane
Like in some like of game

You don't deserve a name
My love is an others

Father...
If this is what you call love don't bother
All I ever needed was a father
My mother thinks I need my sis and brother
Oh, father...

What did I do
That was so wrong
To make you hate me so?

What did I do
That was so wrong
To make you hate me so?

Father...
If that is what you call love don't bother
All I ever needed was a father
Mother thinks I need my sis and brrother
Oh, father...
Just don't bother me
Just don't bother me
No, don't bother me

What did I do
That was so wrong?