Lyrics Head Up - King Kontoh

Turning tumbling
Can't find it
Stomach grumbling
Can't fight it
But my head up
I am no machine
I have seen much better days
Grass ain't ever green
But my head uh uh up
Believe it'll be better
Got no choice
Gotta keep my head up

Life is in distraught
I struggle internally daily but what else is new
Pay-check or passion
Why can't I get
Behind my surface
Expose a bit of my purpose
In truths i hide behind curses
In verses i write in cursive i
Hope to God I win
I do not like to think
About all the things that make me feel like there's a missing link

Never that never that never dat
Nigga never that
Never that never that never that

Pop out need a change of scene
I'm working every function
Demonstrating passion
Gullible niggas never pay attention
So i scream my actions i ain't tryna chance it
Rather be isolated on my own
I don't feel the love they against me
What a burden to know that you got all this talent
But nobody see your potential
Niggas thiefing everything thing i do I'm undefeated
I'm generous you guys can keep it
My mental is in need of treatment
Watching my angels all turn into demons (Hold up, wait)
Give in I pray god forbid
Damn I drink and I party with hoes (Distractions)
That's when I feel most at home yea
I'm lost and it shows
Disrupted routines
Surrounded by ashes the darkness grows
All of this weight that i carry i'm broken
The self doubted judgements are coming in frequent
Still indulging in pussy I tell 'em no secrets
On weekends i reset the sequence
At least the women they love me
I don't feel no love from the people
I struggle to get outta bed in the mornings
I'm worried the ones with the most recognition are ones that be lacking in passion
Whole lotta creators are hella trash
But those are the ones that y'all champion
I been dropping some fire with like no engagement
Look at the gram like 'it can't be'
Losing all control
Yeah i might be
Walk up in store
Coming out there icy
With my head uh, uh, up
(My head up)
Head up (Head up)
Chin up (Chin up)
My head up
I am no machine
I have seen much better days
Grass ain't ever green
But my head up

Head up
Find a way to keep up (Keep up)
Major set back
Never thought to give up

Never that never that never that
Nigga never that
Never that never that never that
(Got no choice I gotta keep my head up)

Walk up in the store
Thinking I need more (Head up)
Never that never that
Nigga never that
Never that never that never that
Nigga never that
Never that never that never that