Lyrics Wild Thoughts - King Slay

Can you relate to this?
And by the way, fuck these accents, I'm Nigerian
I need to leave
These temptations, delusions are getting real

I need to leave
These temptations, delusions are getting real
How can it be?
Cause I really can't see
They're demanding and demonic, I guess
I need to really get out of myself
'Cause it's gotten to the point where I cannot pause and think
It's like I'm being controlled by the unseen
Wild thoughts sleeping and waking with me
Oh, man
Maybe this is just a trick to get me to believe
And dwell in the things I shouldn't feel or think
Oh, man

Wild thoughts, wild thoughts
Wild thoughts, wild

I'm fucking depressed, but it's like I'm cool with it
It's not just depression, it's also exploration
Fuck every fucking thing
I'm in a place I shouldn't be
I'm in a state that's dealt with me
I'm in a fight that I can't win
I'm in a space where I can't breathe
This is no fucking hide and seek
I wanna hide and not be seen
I wanna fly and spread my wings
I wanna die and go to be with the people who've always wanted me
The one who's always there for me
The things that really care for me
That understand and cherish me
I just can't continue like this
Every fucking thing disgusts me
I am scared and lonely, but I guess that is what I need
How do I get out of this?
Every time I try to flee
I only fall back in it
This obsession is at its peak
These deceptions are getting real
I only wish they were just dreams
I'm not blind, but I can't see clearly what's in front of me
I just really need to leave
I am tired of being me
I am

Wait a minute
What, what happens next?
Is it suicide?
Is it, is it?
Life continues, I guess
Wild thoughts