Lyrics Helpless - Koshi

My energy lightin' matches
Ten years I ain't never had a twin match it
Promo all you want but it won't matter
Blunt smoke in the cold 'til I fall backwards
Say Less, 'cause when I talk feel like Roy backwoods
I ain't never had to fold like a petty rapper
They be pourin' White Claws into wine glasses
And I hope that they ain't catch it
You're surrounded
Baby, there's no way around it
Say you don't know me, I doubt it
But I'll tell them what you won't
I been fine since you been gone
Twin glocks at a twin flame on a cop car
She's off Henny and the gas, call it crossfire
Shawty a live bomb I clipped the wrong wire
He know it too and he still clippin' wrong wires
I'd bring it back for another
But I know I was good to her
She belong to the gutter
Yeah, the streets too good for her
Too much weight on my back, I can't save her
You only get one chance It's No Laters
We know you don't act right and he can't fight
She knows I don't believe in livin' a half-life
I know 'bout everything you was doin' last night
Please don't throw any spells on me 'fore I cast mine

Nowadays I'm never wrong but I feel it'd be better
And what you considered songs I consider a letter
If you know me you know I'm calm
Like a drop of the feather
But if you try to change ways
Better stay with Berettas
And I got Louis on the pants
CDG on the sweater
We could've done it together
But you told me whatever
This time's for the ties I officially severed
They wanna stop my heartbeat 'cause I'm doing it better
Why the fuck they wanna stop me?
I'm just doing it better
Try to say that you "forgot me"
You could never do better
If you try to get me lined B
This is chess it ain't checkers
If you would've seen what I've seen
You'd have plenty vendettas on bitches
And when I say that hope you know
I'm not talkin' 'bout women
Every fucking thing that you've done to me
Back with interest
I can't be the one off the market
Scratchin' backs when it itches
Cause you're the one that's holdin' me back
And It's more than a prison
3 states apart this shit is not metric
I guess you left this town
I hope you got the message
Cause you can't bury an answer
Just to avoid a question
I've gotten sick of you not helpin'
When I'm feelin' less than and to be honest
You're the reason I been feelin' helpless
Used my heart as a weapon
And then you ran to Texas
Fuck your filter you can hear the truth in every sentence
When you back in the city
You won't have what you left with
Since it happened I still wish you the best
Cause every lie you end up tellin' me
Aligns with a pen
Put all my pain into these melodies
You left in my head
Pay no attention to that hoodie
That you left in my bed
Before you tell him you love him
And end up leavin' instead
Just think about how it feels
To feel like you less than a man
Cause you was sure to let him hit it
'Cause a drink's in his hand
I seen your comments in June
I knew a month in advance, damn