Fall Away

I can't be alone
That's when the demons come
I fill my days with what used to be fun
Feeling so stressed, paralyzed all the time
This amount of insanity must be a crime

At the darkest hours of the night
I keep myself thinking why
And how it started to go wrong
And i feel like a monster, though I was forgiven long ago

I don't wanna fall away
I don't wanna fall away
I just need to keep up
Keep up my apperances
Keep up, keep up my
Confidence and conscience
'Till I fall away

I bet this apathic mindset is the one
The one chance i get to do it wrong
Paranoid, i'm always looking over my shoulder
A looming shadow watching every move that i make
Been a long time since these thoughts rumbled up in my head
Now they're stronger influencing every path that I take
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And I don't wanna fall away
I don't wanna fall away
I just need to keep up my apperances
Keep up my apperances
And I don't wanna fall away
Yeah I don't wanna fall away
Need to keep up my apperances
Until I fall away