Lyrics Dear God - Kublai Khan TX

Crawling to the edge of heaven
Looking below
Spirits weep for this world
Cry yourself to sleep
On clouds of the tulle and silk above your childrens grief
The wish
To breathe
Remains beneath
Forced to leave but
Maybe you were missing me/ trying to come back to see
Maybe you'd give anything/ would you even strip your wings
In satin skies they wait whispering
With plans of jumping. taking turns removing their wings
Just a selfish dream
Im scared
I cant do this on my own
Above your grave
A son filled with shame
Not seeking gods reprieve
Only wishing you forgave me
All we need is closure
What if death desires life?
Never wanting paradise
Far away from who they loved
To bask beneath a lonely son
They close their eyes and hide silently
While the creator cals them back home
I gave you power.