Lyrics Again. - Kubusiowy

If I clean my room
Do you think I find my will to live?
It's been lost in the piles of laundry I forget to fold
And hidden under empty cups
And I think I remember seeing it under my desk somewhere
But I couldn't seem to make the trip out of my bed
I'm going to check the next three tomorrows
And after that I'll check some memories of you from years ago
But I haven't found anything there since our last conversation
I once looked for it in my mother's arms
And found that she was looking, too
Maybe I'll find it when I brush my teeth today
Is it hidden in the water that flows down the drain?

But if not, I'll pray again
I'll try again
I'll cry to god one more time

I'll bargain if I must
What can I give?
I'm empty handed and rotten inside
And I have nothing to offer so forgive me if I beg
Hold me tightly to your chest
I'm looking for something to fill mine
Hold me tightly to your chest
I'm looking for something to fill mine

But if not, I'll pray again
I'll try again
I'll cry to god one more time