Lyrics Me - Kuzu Mellow

I'll stay running from myself
Every time
Put my heart inside a dirty jar
I'll survive
I don't need my eyes to see
The failure I've become
Expose my bones
A fragile stone
I wanted to feel numb
I tried to live without
The warmth inside my soul
I thought if I was cold enough
I'd be fine alone
I never thought the pain
Of coming home would be so harsh
Split in two
Get me through
The nightmares in my room

Tell me something
I can feel
Tell me something
I want to hear

I don't wanna die
But I don't feel alive
I've heard it once before
It's easier to cry
Asking who am I
Told another lie

I don't wanna die
I don't wanna die

Play the role
Of another individual
Put a smile on my face for them
Gotta go the extra mile for them

And I do it every time
Every night
Gotta tell myself to fight
To feel alright
Smoking up so I don't think
Of suicide
We're the same and I can see
It in your mind
And we always say

Tell me something
I can feel
Tell me something
I want to hear

Don't let go
I won't won't fall
Please hold on
Wait on the wall
Trust me I
Don't want it all
Cause I can't take it
When death calls
And its bound to happen
Maybe now or later then
But I won't try to fight it
When it comes around.