Lyrics Gentle With My Mental - Kw1ll1s

I've been gentle with my mental
Making sure it don't explode
I've been sinful with my nymphos
I've been in and out of homes
I'm just tryna find the place
Where I own the feeling safe
I just wanna finally wake up
Knowing that I'm feeling great
I've been gentle with my mental
Making sure I don't explode
I've been sinful with my nymphos
I've been in and out of homes
I'm just tryna make it home
But my mileage is unknown
Though my knowledge is my college
I'm in bondage at the soul

Basically I'm at a battle with self
I know I gotta get up out of this hell
This music shit
Sometimes it really do help
It gives confidence to break out of this cell
It doesn't mean ima get out of my shell
I've been a loner ever since I was 12
I know that I'm gonna make it
I've been talking to Satan
He prolly be making my bail
Making me paper
Giving me money
I got my soul to take
I've been to jail, in my head
Salem and all of the places for werewolves
And vampires
I'm a damn fire
I'm just hoping that I don't erupt
From holy water tryna torch me to death
They say I won't make it
Bitch you wanna bet

I've been gentle with my mental
Making sure it don't explode
I've been sinful with my nymphos
I've been in and out of homes
I'm just tryna find the place
Where I own the feeling safe
I just wanna finally wake up
Knowing that I'm feeling great
I've been gentle with my mental
Making sure I don't explode
I've been sinful with my nymphos
I've been in and out of homes
I'm just tryna make it home
But my mileage is unknown
Though my knowledge is my college
I'm in bondage at the soul