Lyrics Closure - Kxzia

Yo Ma Kxzia's Outside

I've been thinking
Maybe life's not really how they put it
Wanna put my all knowing I couldn't
Damn I've been thinking
If I keep going bout all my problems not figuring out why I'm feeling the way that i'm feeling
Man I've been thinking
Fuck a cake bitch I really need healing
They don't really care bout' how i'm feeling
I've been chillin blowing to the ceiling
Man I Had to think about my pops
Rest in peace man I know he can feel this
Said kezia what the fuck you on
How you push with this damage you're dealing?

Swear to god you had my back
Till you turned your back on me
I don't want to feel no more
Ima sit and smoke my weed
You are not my queen no more
Damn you really lost your king
I don't wanna feel no more
I don't wanna feel a thing
I don't wanna feel no more
I don't wanna feel no more
(I don't wanna feel a thing)
I don't wanna feel no more
I don't wanna feel no more
(I don't wanna feel a thing)

Had this thought that I lost her
Can't tell if I'm relaxed or bothered
Can't say it wasn't love
I want to say fuck you
but I meant what I said to your father
Now I guess that it's onto another
Even talked about you with my mother
Damn you really had me in my bag
Damn I should've I listened to my brothers
Taking pills I don't know if they work
How the fuck I'ma love when I'm hurt
Why the fuck did you give me a thought
Why the fuck did you talk to me first
Told them niggas I needed your love
And with you I didn't know my worth
Niggas out there was calling me soft
Damn your love was a gift and a curse
Swear she's leading me to my death I cannot let her do that
uh uh
I'm in the mix with my set
Yeah we tryna make a bag
And I blame myself
For not leaving as soon as that shit got bad
Damn I lost myself
I had to get myself back

Swear to god you had my back
Till you turned your back on me
I don't want to feel no more
ima sit and smoke my weed
You are not my queen no more, damn you really lost your king
I don't wanna feel no more
I don't wanna feel a thing
I don't wanna feel no more
I don't wanna feel no more
(I don't wanna feel a thing)
I don't wanna feel no more
I don't wanna feel no more
(I don't wanna feel a thing)