Lyrics Light Carry - L-Wave

Yo I can't see it
But these demons all shrround my brain
Take a pill to drown my pain, memories go down the drain
At first I thought it might be
Manic depression
Sadly neglected as a kid he started panicking, stressing
And then I told myself
"Lance, start counting your blessings"

If I could start my life over I would do it in a heartbeat
I'm just a bluefish caught in waters where the fucking sharks meet
Always acapella or I pour onto a dark beat
How can I be fine; I'm getting eaten by these sharp teeth
Attacked my own brother and I'll never forget
That's why sometimes I feel I'd be better off dead

Everything for a reason but these fucking memories led
Me to a point I'd rather be in a cemetery instead
And they're always there for me
But I deaded my friends
I sit alone at home at night and think of Heaven instead
Wake up in the morning, think about dying
It's very scary
Being dead and buried
Can't avoid it
Remember kids, death's hereditary
Thoughts are very scary
Try to Rewind like cassette tapes
Take blues with a wrecked face
Just so I can slow my mind for an hour and make pain and stress wait