Lyrics reflections - L6B Sleepy

Deep reflection, I don't see no faces
Blank expressions and barren places
Primrose gardens and wasted phrases
Saints and Sinners, untied laces
Name on a bullet, last thing to cross my mind
Chasing silhouettes, to these bars, I'm confined
Trials and tribulations and still undermined
Truly beautiful, what the blade designed
I gave you food, why you looking at my plate?
The twenty eighth to me that's more then a date
Muttered those six words, felt her heart break
Took a break, now I awake and I trust no mistake
Pay attention, to every little detail
Fake on top, but the real gon' prevail
Trapped in this booth, but it feels like jail
I stepped on a scale, felt frail like a snail

She begged that question, don't let me down
I was a rebound, so I packed on the pounds
I renounce, when I pronounce, the love I found
On the grounds, of the town, when I was a compound
Worst thing I heard is that 'I didn't change'
I needed to rearrange, gears to interchange
Gave up my dream of chains and fame
Expanding my range, when I exchange

How the fuck, are these the golden years?
Every page I turn, I'm taken by my fears
Judged and snubbed by all my peers
Let my actions speak when a crowd cheers
Tryna find my place, playing musical chairs
Circle of life, but it's filled by squares
Paint my nails, explain, why do you care?
Occupying your mind, how I talk, what I wear
How the fuck, is an outfit an invitation?
Self entitled cunt, what's the motivation?
Spoke my mind, suffered isolation
Protest a protest?, lack of communication?
Just shut the fuck up, if you ain't tryna improve
Pipe the fuck down, what are you tryna prove?
Food for thought, do you approve?
of taking away rights and shootin' up schools?