Lyrics Restraint - LRN Nola

This here what they waiting for
I ain't chasing no dreams
I'm living 'em already
I'm living my reality
That's probably just the realest I can say it
I mean I done been through so much
It prolly don't look like none
I came from having holes in my roshes
I really got this shit for real together for real bro

The thought of hitting rock bottom again
Don't wanna think about it
I asked forgiveness for my friend but I ain't get seent about it
Been pacing back and forth like nola don't overthink it
Taking drugs so I stop sleeping
I can't afford to be dreaming
Feel like your love is a drug
Am I an addict if I say I need it
While you're at it the attic need some action we talk code on beepers
If I don't die from the hatred first
Your love gone kill me
Your love gone kill me

Shot me in my heart and it hurt worse than what these niggas be
Shot me in my heart and it hurt worse than what I'd ever be
Shot me in my heart and it made me fall so damn deep
Follow me follow me
You shot me in the heart and it hurt so damn deep
You shot me in the heart and now I can't damn speak
You shot me in the heart ay
V fourteen ye
You shot me in the heart and now I can't love no more
You shot me in the heart I gotta learn to trust some more
You shot me in the heart I'm still here
You shot me in the heart after a tpo
You shot me in the heart
You shot me in the heart but I don't wanna be apart
I don't wanna be apart
Did I shoot you in your heart
If you looking in my heart and see
I did it for family
I did it for love and something I would forever be
Will you forever be for me
If I promise you one thing

Will you forever be bee
Will you forever have me
Will you forever hold me down when I got no one else near me
Will you forever hold me down when I be pushing the gears
Until I hit a fucking tree cause I don't wanna be here
Uh
And I don't even know how to feel no more
I don't even know how to mothafuckin' give no more
You used to giving people turn greedy
I told 'em greed gone lead to poverty they ain't believe me
I told him go get a bag na
Put down your hand na
You gotta get your own shit boy you a man na
I told 'em that I'm gone be great they got amnesia
Uh
Uh uh uh
Ye
And I don't even mean to talk too much
You promise you'll forever be Bee
You'll forever be for me
You'll forever have me down if we go through all the things
That ain't even listed inside of the ten commandments to
A marriage
You promise you'll have me if it get bad
Am I being unrealistic
For thinking you could love me
Big Nola