Lyrics Grow - LXZ

I've been consumed by the darkness, I had to work the hardest
They play with my emotions and they ask why I'm heartless
I know I ain't no Einstein, I know I ain't the smartest
But I'm barely holding on, but they tryna break my harness

I'm taking all this pain, and I'm sharpening my knife
You say that "we a blessing", and we have a gift of life
But the damage has been done, you said it out of spite
Now the demons in my heart, the colour of the night