Lyrics Bored - Laken Lambson

I live in fear of standing still
That I can't do what I say I will
It's not who I am
It's the way they built
The kingdom in my brain
That city never looks the same
And I get lost
I just wanna do this right
I wanna be bored I've tried
But I forget to breathe when I'm runnin' so fast away from the feelings
So afraid to waste my life
That I do it in the meantime
And when everybody's sleepin' I stay up all night just to stare at the ceiling

I just wanna be, I just wanna be bored
I just wanna be, I just wanna be bored
I just wanna be, I just wanna be bored
I just wanna be bored

Is it better
To follow to the letter
Somebody's plan?
The map's in your hands
It's not healthy
Can't rely on my self-hate
To make my dreams come true
Love myself like you do
And I get lost

I just wanna do this right
I wanna be bored I've tried
But I forget to breathe when I'm runnin' so fast away from the feelings
So afraid to waste my life
That I do it in the meantime
And when everybody's sleepin' I stay up all night just starin' at the ceiling

I just wanna be, I just wanna be bored
I just wanna be, I just wanna be bored
I just wanna be, I just wanna be bored
I just wanna be bored

Plannin' every minute of my time
Multi-taskin' all these jagged lines
I can't think straight
Need patience for my brain to treat me kind
Look around it's so pretty outside
I'm not too late
I just wanna be, I just wanna be bored
I just wanna be, I just wanna be bored
I just wanna be, I just wanna be bored
I just wanna be bored