Lyrics 6Am - LeBar

Feel like I show love but it's never reciprocated
It's cancerous in it's stages
I'm flipping through all my pages full of rhymes
Trynna kill the space of feeling asleep and feeling alive

Manipulate my words to make sure
That they ain't distorted or contorted

I dive inside the music to find a sense of importance
But honestly I feel like love is dangerous
People don't cheat anymore they have entanglements
Bumpin' After Hours by The Weeknd
Hopefully I don't lose my sobriety before the week ends
Seems like y'all just really need reminding
They aint got your back if all they ever do is talk behind it
I'm a beast at 22, I'm Derrick Henry on the titans
And this shit is like Braille cause you could feel what I'd be writing

Like an alcoholic or probation
violations man it's back to the bars

And I made it through my past that's why I cherish my scars

Aint trying to live a life that's always full of regret
I'll remember and recover not forgive and forget
These 6am thoughts never leave me content
But to whom it may concern
I don't lose in life, either I win or I learn
That's just really how I'm functioning
I'll always look out for the ones who comfort me
Cause I'd rather be alone than surrounded by fake company

Now we speedin' the residence
Imma light it up like Thomas Edison
Like I'm Eddie Brock I'm feeling venomous
Ain't trynna sound so arrogant
But anyone who talking shit on me is just irrelevant
Yeah they talking out they necklace
They don't wanna see me celebrate or toastin
I went out my way like a spine with scoliosis
Drop another track and then I put em' in psychosis
Like an asthmatic know I'm gonna leave her breathless
I like my girls Spanish just don't hit me with sorpresas
I ain't scared to take no shots but if I do I won't use a suppressor
Feeling like professor X
Cause you all can't stand me but you marvel at me
Yall are paraplegics checking on the standings
I'll retire with the ring like Peyton Manning this is far gone
Steps are out this world like Neil Armstrong
I'm really working on some symphonies
Stay real, stay loyal, or stay away from me