Lyrics Pain Again - Leaf Ward

(Ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, oh)
(Ah, ah, ah, oh, ah, ah, ah, oh)

(Ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, oh) Leafy, uh
(Ah, ah, ah, oh, ah, ah, ah, oh) alright, talk to me Leafy, uh

(Ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, oh) Leafy, Leafy, uh
(Ah, ah, ah, oh, ah, ah, ah, oh) Leafy, uh, talk to 'em
(Bro dead but I can still hear his mom screaming)

Bro dead but I can still hear his mom screaming
That was her baby
She ain't even know he was a demon
Really woke up in jail
I thought I was dreaming
We put the pressure on the opps
Got them niggas teaming

When you jump in them streets
You surrender innocence
He got a fifty in his drum
He used to play with instruments
Got to deal with the consequences from all them incidents
Only leaving two ways
Dying or through sentencing

Ummi kicked me out and really took away my only safеty
I fell in love with the streets
I fеlt like they embraced me
Every time I try to leave it alone
It's like it chase me
I be questioning Allah about where he place me

Ummi just was proud of me
I'm feeling like I failed
Wasn't speaking
Had to call her to ask for money for my bail
I could hear her pain every time I call her from a jail
She be saying make it right with god then I'ma prevail

I really be feeling like this shit was made for me to lose
How you playing against them and they ain't followin' the rules?
Only take advice from OGs that was in my shoes
You control your own destiny
You just got to choose

And we only go off loyalty
A day ones will snake you
I ain't plan on being no gangsta
These streets will make you
Mentally if you really ain't built then, this shit will break you
Cherish your life, fuckin with us'
We'll take you

Still deal with pain
Every day tryna hide it
We don't show no weakness until we get in private
I was knee deep in that war tryna survive it
We was tryna follow them but we was misguided

I don't even know how I made it this far
I was talking to the sisters that owe me Iftar
Understand when you lose your little man, it hit hard
Ain't no way you say in them streets and you ain't get scarred

When they said my man told
I rather they said he died
Bro faking like he a gangsta but he ain't never ride
And he know that he ain't cut for this shit, it's just pride
Even though If I can't save him
I can say that I tried

Took advice from my big brother Wayne P
You gotta pay the price
Shit in life ain't free
Still on that dark road and I can't see
My sister thought I died, it ain't me