Lyrics NOT_ALIVE//NOT_DEAD - Learke

Pick up the phone there's a lot you need to hear
Sat all alone wishing someone would hold you near
I don't know what you think of me but
I know how alone it seems so
Here's a piece of mind that you'd better hold dear

I always try to remember who I am
Near always cry
So remind me why again

Always wondered why nothing ever feels the same in my head
Not alive, not dead
Something's ticking and I'm thinking like another instead
Never want to laugh again

Why can't I just be me?
Never want to see me
Mirror, cause agony
Myself not who I should be

I know I've been gone for a minute
Yeah I'm not under control
There's something that's infecting my system
Need Malwarebytes or I'm gone

Try to help me out again
I thank you but you're out of luck
Try to help me out again
You're lying
You don't give a fuck

I always try to remember who I am
Near always cry
So remind me why again

Always wondered why nothing ever feels the same in my head
Not alive, not dead
Something's ticking and I'm thinking like another instead
Never want to laugh again

Why can't I just be me?
Never want to see me
Mirror, cause agony
Myself not who I should be

I always try to remember who I am
Near always cry
So remind me why again

Cause a minor distraction will help for a while
But everything IRL is purely vile
I spend too much time on the internet to care about my own things