Lyrics Heaven - Leilani Wolfgramm

Wake up
Im still drunk
Who's to judge for my bad habits
I use the drugs cuz they make me happy
Make me happy
I'm not sad
I Only smile when it feels bad
I'm not sure
If I even wanna be cured
And I'm no good
I always win but I never should
I'm not well
Afraid I'm gonna die and I can't tell

If I'll go to Heaven
Pray for me mama
If I'll go to Heaven
Wait for me mama

I don't know
Why I always lie to the good guy
Why I'm always so high
Why I'm always up so late
And why I never cry at the good-bye
Why I never choose right
Never learn from my mistakes
And why I always fight for the wrong side
Why I'm laughing inside
Looking at my heart break
And why I always fall for my own bullshit
I'm a drug addict
And I'm good at it

Hold up
I'm still numb
Who to trust when i lost my daddy
I use the drugs cuz they make me happy
Make me happy
I'm not mad
I don't care and I never have
I'm not right
I'll never quit cuz I'll never try
And I'm no good
I always win but I never should
I'm not well
Afraid I'm gonna die and I can't tell

If I'll go to Heaven
Pray for me mama
If I'll go to Heaven
Wait for me mama

I don't know
Why I always lie to the good guy
Why I'm always so high
Why I'm always up so late
And why I never cry at the good-bye
Why I never choose right
Never learn from my mistakes
And why I always fight for the wrong side
Why I'm laughing inside
Looking at my heart break
And why I always fall for my own bullshit
I'm a drug addict
And I'm good at it

And if I go
Will I go alone
If I go
Heaven save my soul
If I go
Will I go alone
Will it be heaven
I don't know
I don't know
I don't know
I don't know