Lyrics Reintroduction - Lena L.

Feeling like it's my time again already lit but now it's time to shine again
You'd love how I maneuvered if you knew all of the things that I'm against
No can't call it nor chime it in
All I know is mentally it's way more challenging
Than looking for captions or a social media challenge
Tried to win with my talents but I can't I need the full package
That's more business more marketing more tactics
Sometimes I find myself thinking backwards
Or thinking back when everything was way more easier with this rap shit
Back when if you had it then you had it
Now to have it you gotta know someone who has it
That can probably help you grab it but they won't
This shit is crabs in a barrel
Burry me in my thoughts all I see is making it happen
What you see or think it can happen don't you ever forget
Don't be listening to people that be telling you shit
I used to let them people tell me that I'll never be it
Can you believe they used to tell me that I never could spit?
Now I'm sitting down in places that they never could sit
For the love of having love for this shit, can't give up on this shit

No, and so it goes the pressure's on
Cheers to the fact my depression's gone the mess is gone
Prayed for perspectives to change the fact it's where it's at
Took some losses but crying about it ain't gon bring em back

And all I have to say is that

Thankful for the ones that's still with me
It just hit me that i've been super distant
But really that ain't the real me
And the truth isn't that I've been busy so please forgive me
Idk what the reason is but i'll let you know when it hits me

Ard fuck it I think I found it
I'm just tryna prevent betrayal or randomly finding out shit
I can't trust a soul when I have or I ain't got shit
Watch out for the ones that watch your pockets bunch of pocket watching
I gave my soul to have this shit so I ain't never stopping
I lost my soul a million times then I came back to find it...
Letting your gift die's the second act of violence
Just leave me in the studio with keys and violins
They keep telling me I'll get it they don't know I got it
I keep on thinking why you with me if you think I'm not shit
Damn, so much for options
So much for my addiction
So much for Suboxone
I had to choice to keep on hitting
When they had me boxed in
It's kind of hard to get the picture
When they keep on cropping
Cue told me to keep on going
Never know who's watching
Cue been locked up for a minute and we still locked in
Cue been locked up for a minute and we still
I've been doing this for a minute and I'm still
I've been doing this for a minute and I'm still doing it

I can never give up