Lyrics Older Than I Am - Lennon Stella

My heart′s seen things I wish it didn't
Somewhere I lost some of my innocence
And I miss it
I miss it

Stay up all night thinking it′s twisted
My life's been survival of the fittest
But I did it
I did it

I do all my own healing
Manage all of my feelings
I don't ask for help, no
′Cause I don′t need it
'Cause I don′t need it

Sometimes I wish I could do something stupid
Be kinda reckless while I can
Say I don't give a damn
But I′m older than I am
I could get hurt and get some scars to prove it
Just say to hell with all my plans
'Cause I don′t give a damn
But I'm older than I am

Why am I always the one making decisions?
How do I handle the pressure?
I do my best to fake it
But honestly I hate it

I do all my own fighting
I'm who I′ma confide in
Maybe I need help, no
I won′t deny it
I won't deny it

Sometimes I wish I could do something stupid
Be kinda reckless while I can
Say I don′t give a damn
But I'm older than I am
I could get hurt and get some scars to prove it
Just say to hell with all my plans
′Cause I don't give a damn
But I′m older than I am

Older than I, older than I, older than I
I'm older and I don't give a damn
I′m older than I am