Lyrics Ensam - Levi Hinson

Swimming thru the sadness and pain
My favourite thing is numbing all my thoughts in a daze
I feel ashamed of the way I'm second guessing my brain
I'm still the same motherfucker, but I'm feeling so caged by my troubles
Make me wanna grab the stainless and hang in the rubble
I don't thank god for all this shit, I'm phased
Lack of structure make it hard for me to go about my day
I erupted at my lover, so she said I can't stay, now I struggle
As I'm looking in the mirror tryna figure it out
I can either let it break me or I'm tearing it down
Got a lot of days where I don't feel like a king, tryna figure out my way
Til I realize that I'm wearing the crown
Ashamed of my past
Mistakes that I made
The people that passed
The days that I spent
Alone in this room
Who's guiding the clouds
They're over this way
I'm over this weight
Don't know what I want
But I'm here to stay
September days