Lyrics Near Life Experience - Lifehouse

If I showed my hand shaking like a leaf
You might not understand, but I bet you'd believe
There's spiders inside, crawling around
The cobwebs in my mind that I tried to drown out

You said, I look like a ghost, man, I almost was
You said, I need to let go, quit chasing that buzz
That picture in time, frozen like ice
Cycles keep repeating, beating me down to size

Well, maybe I'm blind, just throwing darts in the dark
I didn't get what I want, I got what I need
Man, it hurts like hell down here on my knees
Is this where I end, or is this where we begin?

The night is my friend, I blend in with the best
The vampires, the crooks, the felons and the rest
Now we can pretend that we really care less
And act like we love what we really detest

Well, maybe I'm blind, just throwing darts in the dark
I didn't get what I want, I got what I need
Man, it hurts like hell down here on my knees
Is this where I end, or is this where we begin?

Make this go away, I'm begging please
There's little life left here for me to bleed
Is this where I end, or is this where we begin?

I'm looking up, but I'm feeling down,
Since cutting these corners, is cutting me down to size

Am I losing control or losing my mind?
I know for a fact I'm losing my last place to hide

Well, maybe I'm blind, just throwing darts in the dark
I didn't get what I want, I got what I need
Man, it hurts like hell down here on my knees
Is this where I end, or is this where we begin?

My pulse is racing, I can't catch my breath
This near-life experience scared me to death
Is this where I end, or is this where we begin?
Or is this where we begin?