Lyrics Something Missing - Like Pacific

It should have been me, but I don't deserve it
It's just what you wanted it to be
Manipulating a part of the process
But why do I care
No interest in me
What am I supposed to feel, if you're not with me?
I just need to fill the void until you let me down ever so gently
What about you
Do you feel the same?
Forget about values, what about me

Nothing to no one, see purpose in me
The weight that I carry, too strong to release
You make things much worse, some things you can't see
Pull me under the water, I don't need relief
I want shallow breaths beneath me
How can I pretend to keep feeling?
Transparency, I see right through you
Look me in the eyes, do you miss it
Having you closer to me would make no sense
Was it love or lust

What am I supposed to feel, if you're not with me?
I just need to fill the void until you let me down ever so gently
What about you
Do you feel the same?
Forget about values, what about me

Time is not a factor, stop acting like it is
But I can't sit and wait for, fiction to exist

So start coming back when you need to be where I am
Am I just a void or am I something missing