Lyrics Contemplating - Lil E

I′m just contemplating
Fasho
Contemplating on all the shit that ah bitch done to me
In public with bitches I'm thinking about
Cuffing I know niggas fuck to make fun of me
I tell her my struggles she down me,
The niggas with money will say she got love for me
Confidence low at the time so I never
Confront about why she keep mugging me
Cus deep inside I know why
Another nigga bankroll bigger
Found out yah bitch dick ride
Disrespect yah talk reckless to yah
So bad it hurt yo pride
Telling all the friends what I tell her
It gets back to me I′m talking thru pillows
I told you that shit so you know who
Against it information anit valid they fishing
Same nigga put money on my lawyer
Got my bitch pregnant fucked up my felllings
Same bitch I moved outta mommas went
Against my niggas when they told me I'm tripping
How can I ever forget it why would i ever forget it
Asking questions like have I ever been inlove honestly I dont
Remember why would I give a commitment
When all they ever did was use it against me
I dont think love is for everybody
I'd rather be alone
Never been in love but I feel like my heart in pieces
I Made you fuck my nigga you gave in a Lil to easy now you looking
Stupid and I′m being selfish cuz I can′t blame you,
But I dont want to y'all look good together hope it work out better
I′m just contemplating
Y'all look good together hope it work out better
I′m just contemplating
Y'all look good together hope it work out better
Middle school I was in love with rachel
She dump me for erkle I took it so personal
Everysince then its been fuck a relationship I keep telling myself
Dont you let a bitch hurt you I′m sorry
For hearts that I broken for love I abandon
Sometimes I go in my shell and dont talk to,
Nobody for months I'm just misunderstanding I dont have feelings I
Offer my heart anit worth having it its broke and it's permanently
Damaged why would you want it to say you
Got then steped on it help me understand it
If its safe to keep it 100it
Fasho
Faces flashing in my head of people that betrayed me when you say
You love me please don′t tell me that you love me I′m allergic to it
Fuck so many bitches turn my niggas on play the guilt trip just to
Leave em lone I can't get over the bitches that did me wrong I cant
Help but think of you when I′m in my zone you my biggest motivation
You disloyalty at it greatest and I dont feel no one
Deserve me its selfish but fuck it before a bitch hurt me
I rather be alone
I never been inlove but I feel like my heart in pieces I made you
Fuck my nigga you gave in a Lil to easy now you looking stupid and
I'm being selfish cus I can′t blame you,
But I dont want you y'all look good together hope it work out better
I′m just contemplating
Y'all look good togther hope it work out better
I'm just contemplating
Y′all look good together hope it work out better
I′m just contemplating
Fashoo