Lyrics Holiday Sadness - Lil JJ Reynolds

Holidays are not the same no more
I feel the hatred boiling in my soul

Holidays these days, they make me sad
My presence is the pain inside my skull, mmm

Drowning in sadness, the waves are my deep thoughts
Lashing out when I talk like a firework spark
Season's giving me hell, as a surprise in a gift box
It's satan's entertainment, he loves to sit and watch
Me explode off the top like some dynamite shit
I'm the stick that's gonna pop on the holidays
Shit is not what it used to be, I tend to get more depressed
Panic attacks are sucking more oxygen out my fucking chest
Santa was dressed, as a devil in my dreams
I was cornered by his presence, his power, and several fiends
Think I'm nice?, in your dreams cause nigga 'I'm twisted
I'm a curse, put a bow on my head 'I'll be gifted
Cold emotional feelings are building in my skeleton
Oh, here comes the holidays, it's time to dwell again
Dwell on my sins, merry Christmas is the madness
Just like every holiday, holiday sadness

Holidays are not the same no more
I feel the hatred boiling in my soul

Holidays these days, they make me sad
My presence is the pain inside my skull

Da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da
Da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da

Times like this, they get to me and makes me die away
Like a bird that flies away from the world to hibernate
Let's detonate the Christmas tree or fucking burn it down
Cause nothing here is worth cherishing, it's full of clowns
I hear the sound of death calling me through bullhorns
How long has J been depressed?, since that fool was born
The fourth day after Christmas is a sad day
My whole life is trash, it's really bad and a waste
Am I glad it's a waste?, oh hell nah
I've passed to be miserable, it's time to fail, aw
All hail all the real ones in this madness
Every holiday is holiday sadness, ugh

Holidays are not the same no more
I feel the hatred boiling in my soul

Holidays these days, they make me sad
My presence is the pain inside my skull

Holidays these days, they make me sad, (Holiday sadness)