Lyrics Suicidal Depression - Hysteria , Lil JJ Reynolds

You ever have a feeling 'you were lost?
Broken inside, and everyone you'd come across
Seems to be happy, but inside you know 'their not
Their as broken 'as you're hiding the pain, so they don't talk
You walk around with the fake smile, helping others
You should help yourself 'fight out this hole that you discovered
That you dove head first in, like you were hiding 'undercover
Trying to escape the pain of your broken mother
Cause your father split, when you were born, you never knew him
And that pain weighs 'heavy on your mother, she's going 'thru it
Popping pain killers to ease the pain, drinking to make it 'numb the rage
Fighting the demons 'everyday, suicide's a blade away
You're mad, you want revenge, and I get it
You should, we're only human, but we should be putting more of our time and effort
Towards a healthy mind, instead of spreading hate 'in every message
And neglecting the fact 'that we aren't gonna be here forever
I've watched my dad die, I know the pain that resides
When you lose someone dear to you, It's so important to your life
So let me ask you a question, Is the answer 'suicide?
It doesn't have to be, we always have someone, by our side
Someone that's struggling, going 'thru the same things
So reach out, I promise 'you'll be amazed at what it brings
And they bring closure, or possibly some happiness
It may be even both, but I promise you 'it's immaculate
This suicidal community is bigger 'than you think
If we all came together, we could stop these tragedies
If you ever feel alone, then you can message my page
I'll do my best to talk you out 'of all your anguish and pain

You ever just want to give up
When you fall and can't get up?, no
And you feel so numb 'inside

You ever want to stop trying?
And you feel like dying, oh
That feeling hurts, when you're dealing with depression

Ya, some days, I wish my lonely body 'didn't trip
The second 'when I feel depression, swirling up 'to twist
The brain 'inside my head, that told my heart, It wants to die
My heart was trying to cheer it up, by telling me to write
But even on the times, when I write, I feel depressed
I even told myself 'to not do something, I'll regret
My life is a target, cause the devil wants to blast
I wanna blast too, but something told me 'to relax and fight
Even if 'I run my strength to the ground, all these sounds
Are the reason 'why I keep making frowns at the clouds, til the rain comes down
I wonder how
I'll survive, if I've been an cursed child
I gave myself 'advice, cause I never had a father
To help me with my problems 'that turned me to a monster, from melancholy
Now I speak these chapters, before, and then after
The pain is like cancer, killing people's standards, with slander
Can anybody save me?
I'm so depressed, I want suicide to waste me
You wanna know what pain is, listen to my heart
The pumping is the pain, I've been feeling 'from the start, of depression

You ever just want to give up?
When you fall and can't get up, no
And you feel so numb 'inside

You ever want to stop trying?
And you feel like dying, oh
That feeling hurts, when you're dealing with depression