Lyrics Thoughts To Myself - Lil Med

My thoughts they keep me up at night
Some bout music some bout life
My mama tell me not to stress too much cause it's gone be alright
My vision blurred I'm losing sight
But I stay down and fight my fight
I hustled through my struggle whether wrong or if I'm right

If I don't make it who gone fuck with me
Know some niggas who stuck with me
Always kept it sold from the jump & kept me company
Niggas want me in custody
But I'm blessed no not luckily
& I'm real behind closed doors
All you niggas just publicly

Looking thru the ceiling at the night sky
Wonder if they gone kill me when the time right
I'm just tryna get them millions no I won't lie
They gone put me in my feelings wanna hear me cry

My life a movie keep them thangs rolling (Keep them thangs rolling)
I whip that foreign like that thang stolen (Like that thang stolen)
Just cause you put them forces on don't make you gangster
You ain't hard (You ain't hard)
Really outta love to give I'm so emotionally scarred (So emotionally scarred)
Being alone done got addictive (Addictive)
You niggas can't make me different (Different)
These hoes is really vindictive (Vindictive)
And always playing the victim (The Victim)
My dawg he switched but I miss 'em (I miss 'em)
Some shit just really be twisted (Twisted)
They ain't gone ever feel my pain but I'll make sure you niggas listen
I'm tryna get my niggas out the trenches (Out The Trenches)
He tried to shoot the clip I had to bench 'em (I had to bench 'em)
They knowing if I said it then I meant it (I really meant it)
I ain't doing shit for free it's expensive

My thoughts they keep me up at night
Some bout music some bout life
My mama tell me not to stress too much cause it's gone be alright
My vision blurred I'm losing sight
But I stay down and fight my fight
I hustled through my struggle whether wrong or if I'm right

If I don't make it who gone fuck with me
Know some niggas who stuck with me
Always kept it sold from the jump & kept me company
Niggas want me in custody
But I'm blessed no not luckily
& I'm real behind closed doors
All you niggas just publicly

Looking thru the ceiling at the night sky
Wonder if they gone kill me when the time right
I'm just tryna get them millions no I won't lie
They gone put me in my feelings wanna hear me cry