Lyrics What To Say - Lil Milez

Just some real shit, real shit, real shit you know what im saying

I can not forget how I was raised
Got my share of mental scars that I can not erase
I done lost alot I cant I replace
And sometimes I just dont know what to say
I′ll be just fine if I never see your face
When I had no one to teach me had to learn from my mistakes
I know its been a minute since I prayed
Cause sometimes I just dont know what to

I forgot how to feel please remind me
I lost my heart in the field I hope you find it
I see you shining somewhere else I knew you were a diamond
Girl it was nothing that you did it was just timing
And I know this thing that we call love can be so blinding
Don't look to the sky I hope my stars is in alignment
Feeling lost and I hope God reveal me my assignment
Mistake after mistake after mistake I needed guidance
Had a heart to heart with my brother he shedded tears
Seen it in his eyes he been holding in shit for years
Dynamic between our mother and father sum of all fears
Probably why we both thirty plus and dont have no kids
Ghosts I thought was deaded embedded these feelings in me
I pray my baby mama dont ever turn my kids against me
Or make my kids resent me or paint me a villain any
Shit the thought alone got me really feeling empty yea

I can not forget how I was raised
Got my share of mental scars that I can not erase
I done lost alot I cant I replace
And sometimes I just dont know what to say
I′ll be just fine if I never see your face
When I had no one to teach me had to learn from my mistakes
I know its been a minute since I prayed
Cause sometimes I just dont know what to

Thinking back when I got jumped my potna ran up out that shit
I was supposed to be your man how you leave me stranded out that bitch
Just abandoned me I felt like something was planned about that shit
I cant lie it hurt my soul but I was a man about that shit
Yes to Lord less is more thats how its supposed to be
Im claustrophobic I cant let you get too close to me
Just so you know you're not alone I'll ride with you
Cause your pain is my pain my nigga
And I thank God that we became men
I know they rather see us die or see us caged in
And I cant even lie im not the same Milli
When Toya died something changed in me

I can not forget how I was raised
Got my share of mental scars that I can not erase
I done lost alot I cant I replace
And sometimes I just dont know what to say
I′ll be just fine if I never see your face
When I had no one to teach me had to learn from my mistakes
I know its been a minute since I prayed
Cause sometimes I just dont know what to