Lyrics As Close As You Get - Lil Nekoo

I wake up from another night, I stayed up doing drugs
I just wish that they would listen to me, just give me a hug
These days it just feels like there is really no one I can trust
I've been growing up, I guess these days I'm just running out of love

I can't deal with this pain
Everybody says I'm changing now, but I still feel the same
If I tell them that I'm leaving now, they'll tell me I'm to blame
They'll tell me I'm to blame

Like it's all my fault
They'll tell me I'm to blame
Like I didn't try to tell them that I'm sick
And every moment I spent thinking about my death

Was every second spent thinking about that bliss
Of letting go of everybody that told me shit
Like I wanna be him
Fuck all those reasons

You said that I can't leave, but I be trying my best
You said till death do us part, but I can't do this anymore
I wasted time on you, and now I'm dying on the floor
I'm bleeding out, will someone hear me out