Lyrics God's Hand - Lil Poppa

I think I done seen it all
In the mole at 19, do it for prosper he didn't get to live his dream
I swear this - isn't what it seems
Went and bought a crib for the team
I won't do the - or the -
But Imma fiend for the weed I like to get high
Two - to start the day, that's just to get by
Took a ten out of the bank that's just to get fly
Seeking revenge cuz it ain't nice when the kid cry everyday another kid die
What's understood ain't for everybody to understand
But Imma leave it in gods hands cuz all of this god's plan
And I heart what's god's saying
In the jungle like Tarzan
Watch that dope come back hard
In my mama's apartment
These streets made a man of me, a grown man
Beefing with grown men, that - made me my own man, but I'm a strong man
I had to cut off my whole hand, I live to give
Even though they wouldn't do the same for me, let's keep it real
Who could I call on for the video shoot, I need a fix
Them - had it, they didn't wanna give me -, them
Same - on they -, but they don't think we know
All on their Insta-gram and -, but they don't let it show
What's understood ain't for everybody to understand
But Imma leave it in god's hands cuz all of this god's plan
And I heart what's god's saying
In the jungle like Tarzan
Watch that dope come back hard
In my mama's apartment
I always kept it real, I never changed how I felt
All then -showed they hand, that -leave you by yourself
I smoke a thing all by myself, I sit and think about my health
Cuz I ain't feeling like myself, like do I really like myself?
Like I don't really fear my health
My lips too big, that why they stare
I'm insecure, I know I am
But it's just me, no it's not them
I know I'm me but I'm not him
I try to see but I don't see him
I try to hear but I don't hear him
I'll kill them all before I film
What's understood ain't for everybody to understand
But Imma leave it in god's hands cuz all of this god's plan
And I heart what's god's saying
In the jungle like Tarzan
Watch that dope come back hard
In my mama's apartment
These streets made a man of me, a grown man
Beefing with grown men, that - made me my own man, but I'm a strong man
These streets made a man of me, a grown man
Beefing with grown men, that - made me my own man, but I'm a strong man