Lyrics Finding Myself - Lil Synt

Everyday I grind in the night I can't sleep
I been all alone in my mind finding peace
Got way too many voices playing inside my head and I just don't know what to do with Myself

I don't know what to do with myself
I been out grinding finding myself
Tryna find a way to see for myself
I'm just tryna do the best for myself

If it don't excite me I don't even pay it no mind
Some might not like me but I still get to a dime
SV so icy shout out to my baby mom
I got me three bright queens I can't be wasting no time

I really done came from the soil
Now I got a whole lot of royalties
I stay counting my blessings applying that pressure I'm moving accordingly
I stay in my lane no you ain't the same I can not relate
I'm chasing this paper but I'm not racing I only run at my pace

I invest in myself with no help
I feel better when I doing for self
They don't like when you do for ya self
I just played the cards I was dealt

I feel like these walls closing in on a nigga
It's like I lost it all back when cancer took my sister

Everyday I grind in the night I can't sleep
I been all alone in my mind finding peace
Got way too many voices playing inside my head and I just don't know what to do with Myself

Everyday I grind in the night I can't sleep
I been all alone in my mind finding peace
Got way too many voices playing inside my head and I just don't know what to do with Myself

I don't know what to do with myself
I been out grinding finding myself
Tryna find a way to see for myself
I'm just tryna do the best for myself

If I want it i go get it
If I get it ima flip it
Went to college but it wasn't worth it but I really wish I would've finish
Rapping now I got a image I used to ain't wanna be in any picture

Now I'm the center of attention
I got the ball I'ma pitcher

Don't feel sorry for none of the people who tried counting me out
Dead weight but I still held it down

I'm lion hearted I move wit no fear
If it don't make me money I don't even care
It's a smile on my face but I shed many tears
I got pain in my heart I been gasping for air

Everyday I grind in the night I can't sleep
I been all alone in my mind finding peace
Got way too many voices playing inside my head and I just don't know what to do with Myself

Everyday I grind in the night I can't sleep
I been all alone in my mind finding peace
Got way too many voices playing inside my head and I just don't know what to do with Myself

I don't know what to do with myself
I been out grinding finding myself
Tryna find a way to see for myself
I'm just tryna do the best for myself