Lyrics Optimistic - Lil Tjay

(SB)
Rip it up, out the S still aint catch a body yet
I aint rushing it, im just waiting they aint try me yet
Of course i got some secrets yall dont know, but that wont be told
Seen my homie die up on the floor and that shit turned me cold
Now im on a mission for chicken,
Treat opposition like they non-existent,
The feds listening these niggas snitchin
Im in the kitchen not explaining what im water whipping,
While reminiscing, while she not gone walk without the spliff in
They tried to tell me i aint listen,
They told me not to waste what i
Was given, but fuck it im just ignorant
And then again i hope they find my niggas innocent,
If i was white then i wont have so many sentences
Pour a little henny for E and Smelly im sipping it
Aint nobody giving up commissary im shipping it
Niggas bitches on me no hesitation im hitting it
Everything i wanted i started and tried to finish it
Nigga run up on me im swinging and then we getting it
Squill said he got it, he passed it and then im flipping it
Yeah im 16 and its heartbreaking that i live this shit
Bitches seen me flexing now they wanna have my kids and shit
I done seen a lot, from the pens to the blocks,
So i swear i wont stop til we make it to the top,
I never had enough to go bragging what i got,
I remember copping eighths just to bag up in the spot
Aint nobody tell me not, losing money til i pop
So let a mothafucka try to call me what im not
So let a mothafucka try to tell me what im not
Let a mothafucka try to-
I just wanna be great
And accomplish some things, before i go
But they dont wanna see me accomplish nothing, boy i know
Self made been a boss since 13,
Niggas dont know the struggle they wondering what i mean,
You ever walked around hungry with 38 in ya jeans
You out looking for a stain they out looking for ya bean
Momma dont understand so you ran up in ya team,
Its crazy but the truth is way deeper than it seems,
I grew up on the third, my niggas was on a curve,
Sliding on the opps tryna find out whats the word
Momma know that im different,
She try to bring me to church,
But i only go to church if one of us on a search
And i aint being rude i just aint that type of dude,
I grew up kinda fast i got wrapped inside the news
I used to play the block cuz i aint wanna go to school,
Oldheads in my face been laughing like shit is cool i used to have a
Glizzy tryna sneak it in the pool,
But i steal pokemon like my name pikachu
Like my name pikachu
Like my name pikachu
Like my name pikachu
Name pikachu
I just wanna be great, and accomplish some things,
Before i go but they dont wanna see me accomplish nothing, boy i know
(Accomplish something, accomplish something)