Lyrics oblivion - VITO , Lil Waste

I don't know what I've been fighting for
You'll never speak your mind, It leaves me wanting more
These thing are never sure, I seek forevermore
I breathe your oxygen and leave with no remorse

Calling myself a friend, Have I been honest with the ones I have?
Will my disorders make me who I am?
Or will I falter? My own reflection it's all wrong

Now I've been falling asleep at sunrise
Survive, Dishonesty breeds disorder
Now I've been falling asleep at sunrise
Survive, Dishonesty breeds disorder
I don't know what I've been fighting for, You'll never speak your mind
It leaves me wanting more, These thing are never sure, I seek forevermore
I breathe your oxygen
And leave with no remorse
Calling myself a friend
Have I been honest with the ones I have?
Will my disorders make me who I am? Or will I falter? My own reflection it's all wrong

I'm tired of waiting, Give me a reason now
I'm tired of waiting, So Give me a reason to stay
You said you're so sick of the let downs
But don't allow me to get any closer
You say you want change but hold on to the past
That prevents you from getting closure

Will my disorders make me who I am?
Or will I falter? My own reflection it's all wrong