Lyrics uncertainty haunts my everything - Lil Waste

My toxic trait
Giving my love, My time, My energy
To those who would never do the same for me
To those who would never do the same for me, No

Excuses and justification
Concealing these scars from the self mutilation
Chasing these bullets for harmony
The heart bleeds for what we will never be

I remain close; Having you in my life in an unhealthy, unequal way
As a convenience factor is better than becoming an afterthought of yesterday
Hold onto the pipe dream
That one day I'll be enough
My patience rewarded, Put myself last at my own expense
Draining myself til' there's nothing left

I want you to think of me as the one that got away
The narrative's buried in my head, An emotional masochist
Wrapped around your finger, You're the catalyst
Glimpses and moments turn to false potential
The heart bleeds for what we'll never be

My toxic trait
Giving my love, My time, My energy
To those who would never do the same for me
To those who would never do the same for me, No

Excuses and justification
Concealing these scars from the self mutilation
Chasing these bullets for harmony
The heart bleeds for what we will never be