Lyrics Again (Rock Version) - Sleeping Forest , Lollia

I haven′t been myself lately
I don't blame you for not wanting to stay
Saying things that I don′t mean
Not meaning what I say
When it's good, it's so good
When it′s bad, it′s so bad
Maybe I really have gone mad
What am I supposed to say
When I end up driving everyone away?
'Cause I am on fire
A crying, burning liar
Seeing nothing, nothing, but myself
And I′m the one with the lighter
God what happened to my heart?
I'm about to fall apart
Again, again
And you′re never coming back
And I should've never let myself get attached
What′s done is done
And nothing's gonna change
I should be moving on
But I still feel the same
And it's like, everyday is a fight for my life
To get some self-control
And when you′ve forgotten who I am
It just feels, it just feels
Like nobody at all
I lost myself, hitting the ground
I tried to scream and made no sound
I should have known it was no use
To try and run from
The cycle of abuse
The cycle of abuse
′Cause I am on fire
A crying burning liar
Seeing nothing, nothing, but myself
And I'm the one with the lighter
Every inch of me is charred
God what happened to my heart?
I′m about to fall apart
Again, again
And you're never coming back
And I′m not okay with that
And I should've never let myself get-
Every inch of me is charred
God what happened to my heart
I′m about the fall apart
Again, again
And you're never coming back
And I'm not okay with that
And I should′ve never let myself get attached
Again, again