Lyrics Alcoholic (feat. Connor) - Luvsic

Gripping the bottle but I'm drowning now
Wishing I could just go and find a way out
Stuck in my head and all my feelings in a drought
I can see them lookin asking what I'll do now
Opening my eyes but I still don't see a thing
I be watchin my phone and I'm hoping it'll ring
Lookin back to now not a damn thing changed
Lookin back to now not a damn thing changed

I'm trapped in my mind holding onto this bottle
If I take these pills will I be here tomorrow
Nothing inside I'm fuckin hollow
Pour my cup watch me drown in my sorrow
I don't wanna wake up tell me when it's over
Everyday I take drugs bitch I'm never sober
Tired of the fake love never getting closure
I don't wanna make up so that's what I told her

Gripping the bottle but I'm drowning now
Wishing I could just go and find a way out
Stuck in my head and all my feelings in a drought
I can see them lookin asking what I'll do now
Opening my eyes but I still don't see a thing
I be watchin my phone and I'm hoping it'll ring
Lookin back to now not a damn thing changed
Lookin back to now not a damn thing changed

Have you ever felt so alone
Like you drowning in your thoughts like ya torturing yourself with all them suicidal plots
I don't wanna be alone no no no
I just suffer and I bleed eternally just make it stop
When I wake up in the morning my body just wanna drop
I don't wanna deal with the depression because my obsession
For the love is over the top
I ain't wanna be alone
I ain't ever gonna waste no time

Gripping the bottle but I'm drowning now
Wishing I could just go and find a way out
Stuck in my head and all my feelings in a drought
I can see them lookin asking what I'll do now
Opening my eyes but I still don't see a thing
I be watchin my phone and I'm hoping it'll ring
Lookin back to now not a damn thing changed
Lookin back to now not a damn thing changed