Lyrics Can't Hold On - Lynical, Matster & KB

Yo
You know, I thought everything was going so well for me
Never thought about the possibilities, I bailed to see
Because what I saw infront of me, it was the realest thing
So take a seat, yo, I'ma show you the hell I see
Picture a pretty picture, it's hard to go against it
No matter what signs it's showin', I'ma go and defend it
The toxicity it sprays while I'm down on my knees
Hopin' and prayin' that it won't end up
Like a dead body in the streets
I was too fuckin' ignorant, never cared about what'll happen
Cause I'm happy, always laughin', believin' it'll never happen
Stupidly carefree, oh well, I guess it always happens
Once in my lifetime, in my life, this'll ever happen
It's the rarest moment, once you get to grasp it
I succumb to it, like a fuckin' addict
If she was marijuana, I mixed her with the fuckin' brandy
Or any shit I can take, man, I can handle it
What I forgot about is the fucking pain within the penitence
I ain't feelin' for myself again
I feel like Eminem's "Talkin' 2 Myself"
Kinda hesistent, but I'm also fuckin' desperate
I'm a human being, looking for a place to breathe
If you feel what I feel, it'll mean so much to me
But if not, take a minute to believe in a scene
A beautiful ending where someone fulfills their dreams
But lemme pinpoint the illusion it portrays
Pure happiness comes with a fuckin' price to pay
And once that happens, you'll end up regretting on the day
You've given everything up for temporary pleasure, aye
It ain't something I should not oppose, motherfucker
I was a part of that circle, filled with love, motherfucker
Despite being warned, I was born to be pure
And let the fall be ignored when it marches, motherfucker, so

If I can't hold on
I'm on the edge, and I can't go on
And I can't go on
If I can't hold on
I'm on the edge, and I can't go on
And I can't go on

The worst came to play, guess it was never shocking
Every verse in my saying is a treasure-hidden comment
About the pain that'll sway, come smashin' in my face
Bullet holes, deeper cuts, fuckin' blood to my name
I bet it wasn't just a waste 'cause I cared too much
Tears droppin' down my cheeks, it was the love that I fought
Now it's dragged down beneath, tainted by the dirt and mud
Smeared around the fuckin' walls, somethin' I've never touched
I wanna be fuckin' honest, I respected our intimacy
The relationship we had wasn't just to fill the emptiness
But I confess, I am obsessed, the thought of it just sprung the stress
What I expect is a cold pressure to my chest, uh
I buried all my fuckin' insecurity
Because we envisioned our future to be you and me
And what appealed to be the permanent inner feeling
Is the only thing that'll dig you to your knees
What the fuck have I done? What I do to deserve this?
I thought being pure was the only thing I need to work this
But you came behind my back, you've defeated all my purpose
So what was all this for? Charity and fucking service?
Thought you'd never lie to me? I thought we had this promised?
Became unconscious to yourself, now all you get is conflict
I stayed positive, right-sided and on again
Pissed away my audience, so you could watch my own competence
But in the odds of it, you bottled your own problem
It's the hindrance that got me mixed up in a part of this
I'm stuck in my apartment, getting all my fuckin' parts and bits
Possibly, I might get back, but I'm not confident
And lastly, I just wanna say
That everything I've done was all swept away
How dumb of me to let the best of me be ripped outta me
Should've left when it offered rather than to stay
But I cannot get by with such a simple decision
I've risked all the minutes but never I'd finish
So why am I suffering? Why am I in vain?
What did I do to get all of this pain, huh?

If I can't hold on
I'm on the edge, and I can't go on
If I can't hold on
I'm on the edge, and I can't go on
And I can't go on
What would you wish for if you had one chance?
What would you wish for in your one last stand?
What would you wish for to hold your hand?
Walk in a straight path up until the fucking end
What would you wish for if you had one chance?
What would you wish for in your one last stand?
What would you wish for to hold your hand?
Walk in a straight path up until the fucking end
What would you wish for if you had one chance?
What would you wish for in your one last stand?
What would you wish for to hold your hand?
Walk in a straight path up until the fucking end
If I can't hold on
I'm on the edge, and I can't go on
And I can't go on
Yeah, still holding on, but not for long
Holding on for dear life
Not knowing what'll be ahead of me
That's all I wanna say, hope y'all have a good day
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