Lyrics i'm so tired - Mavi

Today my grandmother turn 80
And i'm on 3 percocets i ain't even ate yet
Flipping through the chicken fingertips get stained red
Yet benjamin nem crippin i can't make it make sense
So i try to make peace
I'm rolling w this thirty im lurkin with dave east
The amg swervin i was worthless on these same streets
I made it out i ain't too worried if they claim me
Mainly if we ain't coparent this pain
Prefer it if you hate me
The only certainty
Luring me into hades lately persephone flirt with me
I was seven first heard her sing
Since then heaven a blur to me
Every step exes hurting me turn to blessing and courtesy
I ate off the fork in the road
Made a lil morsel of crow
Flames up a torch with the coals
Snaked through the ports of my soul
Ain't chasing ninth wonder or cole
Unsafe in the soil i cultivated
Unfortunate growth
Memento mori i know
Cause i drowned the stork in this gold
Baptized my sin in a diamond
Grandma giggle in my dreams rub my temple rewind it
Muting what distros is vying
Stupid for business i'm fine with it
I'm a nigga no eluding the skin that i'm binded with
I'm not a human not deluded i stick to my side of fence
With whichever moon i choose to go scuba these tidings with
Wash me off
Wash me off
So i can make another song without a crater or a scar wash me off
Wash me off
It's way too late to wait for dawn
I chart my placement off the stars

Wash me off