Lyrics Once I feel anything - MISKA

I tend to panic
Don't know why I feel
Everything real is made up
And my life just builds up
And it starts to get real

I'll be ecstatic
Feels like a dream
My content is made up
And my sad not enough
I don't know how to heal

Slipped up: I told these people
I was fortunate
But once I fall in love
It's like I'm losing all my confidence
It goes like stairs, but they get shorter
Every time it's harder
Since every time I talk

I feel like slipping out my consciousness

I can't take it back
I wish that I could

I wish my head wasn't feeling this shit about you
But I knew that it would
I wish my heart wouldn't feel the same shit
Every time that I let someone through
But I'm learning by you
Now you'll be learning it too

I fucked up, by telling these people bout me
Let them know I'm a thread
Tell them my head is a mess
Don't let them liking me back
I'm either cruel or obsessed
Making me think I'm possessed
I don't lead in this game
But I lose and I win without making the bets

Once I feel anything
I feel everything
Put my heart on DnD
Don't call, I let it ring

Once I feel anything
I feel everything
Pour your heart out on my soul but
I don't feel a thing

Once I feel anything
I feel everything
Put my heart on DnD
Don't call, I let it ring

Once I feel anything
I feel everything
Pour your heart out on my soul but
I don't feel a thing

Why do people hate me
Why am I so fucking likable
Why could I correct my head before
But never after though
Why, God, can I mask an illness
That is indescribable
But once I let them in
It's like I am not recognizable

Please like me, please don't fight
Please be fire to my light
Actually forget that I'm not ready for a single try

Please I should stay single, right
Please I think I know I might
Leave after a single sign
But I think you know I'm fine
I'll spare you the torture I
know I'm not content
I think you think you know the story got no happy end

Once I feel anything
I feel everything
Put my heart on DnD
Don't call, I let it ring

Once I feel anything
I feel everything
Pour your heart out on my soul but
I don't feel a thing